allowances on my behalf have occurred too frequently.
i blame myself a lot for how i feel right now.
but to be fair, i blame you too.
i handed myself over to you a long time ago
and you haven't taken care of me,
the way you know you should.
and i feel used.
i feel ashamed.
because this messed up person,
who you'll soon release back into the world,
will be damaged.
the process of rebuilding will become someone's burden,
and who will want me now?
you've used me.
you've toyed with my good and willing heart,
no stretch of time or distance will change this history.
and this is how i'll remember you.
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